Cleanin' Out My Closet

You said you love me, all's good everything is great,
But be honest to me, you didn't want me in your fate,
Confronting to me you didn't wanted a kid like me,
But when world ask you, there is no flaw in me,
You stand up for others kids more than your own,
Having me has is a disgrace, bitch that I know,
We scream we shout, how she left me behind for you,
But when the world asks, you say he's our kid too,
Now that I know the intentions of the bitch like you,
I'll let the world know, you ain't in my life too,
But you won't let me do that, now would you,
Let the world know back then you couldn't have a kid for dad too,
I'm sorry for you the truth has been hurting a lot,
But not that sorry, because you left me to rot,
Without the world knowing my condition you can fool them,
How would you justify the crimes you did with me back then,
And don't tell I didn't tried to make it up to you,
But you never even wanted a man like me beside you,
So don't worry Momma I'm not dissing you for what you did,
You'll just hear this, you'll realise those words aren't meant for a kid,
You said grandpa was the one to fill my head with this news,
But all I needed to realise this was your action and some booze,
You say you never meant to hit that plate on my head,
But guess what, it wasn't why I didn't do those dishes crackhead,
Should've known your hate before I hit those crucial years,
So that I could cope up, and not waste my time on those tears,
But now I'm done, the bullies, the lies, the hatred,
Gonna show the world now, how you thought I was always wasted,
Tell this world you made me think I was sick how,
Made me look bad and yourself pretentious now,
And I'm sorry mama, I never meant to hurt you,
I never meant to make you cry, but tonight,
I'm cleanin' out my closet.


PS: Inspired by Eminem's Cleanin' Out My Closet.❤️



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The Burnt Desire

The day of reckoning was the beast of it's own. It creeped up on me, the unawares, it arrived on a whim, with high heads, and burnt everything down to ashes. The complains, the remonstrance, all flowed away in the stream of love. Her name, filled the void in my heart. The madness in her name, had it's own elegance and the madness in me, brought me closer to her. I see her from a distance, the charm she still had, I walked towards her, like it was the first time I had seen her. My obsession was at your mercy and it was about to change my destiny. The desires were burning and the wishes buried in my heart were stifling as I scratched the threshold of this madness.

It hurt me and I poured it out. By writing poetry I saw, there were more than a million ways I had seen your beauty. So pure and so soulful. And now that I know where my heart belongs, I can fight the world for it. Your love itself is a reward, nobody wins, nobody loses. And now that the day is here, I can free myself from you, either by the inevitable death, or love. But you, you'll always be caged in my writings for you have fallen in love with a writer my love. So let's go back in time, to the time unknown, where we were free, before we ever stumbled upon this day. Because this is the day, an artisan bloomed into an artist. This is the day when this writer's throbbing life came to a complete stand still. So if my life is destined to ruin, I accept. If this is how it ends, I accept. If you not loving me back is a rude awakening, I accept. Because my love, is a strange beast. Whip it, starve it, push it deep down in my insides, but you can't pull it out of me.



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Old Fashioned

I am old fashioned,
Wanna see the compassion,
Of you, of your body loving mine,
Of you, of your heart,
Beating with mine.
My body dances on the,
Beat of your heart,
Not at all gloomy, but gay,
Oh my sweetheart,
Are our together days.
That’s just the way I like it,
In the old fashioned way.

PS: It's a jazz song I wrote a long time back and also, this is one of my favourite movie still.❤️



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An Open Letter to My Son-in-law.

Hi I am a mom of 27 yrs old daughter, a daughter who will get married sooner and begin a new life. I have noticed that there is a to-do list for a daughter and list of expectations from her in-laws which is given at the first meeting of both the families or gradually told to their daughter-in-law after her marriage. The daughter-in-law and her values are judged and criticized too as per convenience. Like every mom does, I have also taught my daughter to adjust and adapt to new family and their way of living. 

 

I've always had a question that why aren’t guys given such to-do list before and after their marriage. Why isn’t he judged or have to face criticism? Why always a daughter has to change her entire life behind a family for her man? Why isn’t a man allowed to change and if he does then he is called “joru ka gulaam"?

I am writing this open letter to my son-in-law which can also be a message to everyone out there. Every daughter is their parent’s princess who is bought-up with all the love and pampering. My daughter is the silver lining on our clouds. She is been bought up in different ways than yours. Though she will be 27yrs but for your home she is still a new born baby. I know that your parents will be there for her and condition her accordingly. But she also has her own identity. She is a modern girl with values and few lessons of life. 

I don’t know when did my daughter grow-up so fast. Until 21 she was getting her educational qualifications. And now she's about to get married and gonna adapt to a new home. You have been living there and have your own values and way of dealing with things. You just need to share your room with her and she has to completely change the way she has been living throughout until now. And trust me, my son it is much more difficult to unlearn and then relearn the same things. You need to be there for her, take a stand for her and maintain the balance between her and your family. 

After she gets married we will be left all alone in this house. She is there, understanding your family, and in mean time you be there for us. It would be great if you will also put in the same amount of efforts to understand us. The way you and your family have expectations from her, similarly we do too. Instead of being stubborn and arrogant on her mistakes keep yourself in her place and then react. So instead of making it difficult, make it a lovely journey of life. With time you both will change for each other and for a better future, which is indeed necessary for a successful marriage. 

The way she is my daughter, you are my son too. The way she demands pocket money from us till date, even you can. The way she demands to take her out for weekends, even you can. I know she is going to be super jealous of it but she will be happy to see us living. She gave her dad an aim to earn with her reasonable demands and her daddy fulfilled it willingly and never got upset with her wish list. Finally I am handing you a part of us. People cry from there stupid breakups saying the person who took their heart for few months broke it. We are giving you a part of our living and if she isn’t laughing how we can smile, if she isn’t crying with joy of happiness how we can be happy.

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Slow Dance....!!!

We've been looking,
Eyes are flirting,
In that pub,
Eyes are saying,

tus hermosos labios excitan me
tu elegante cintura invitame,

I can hardly keep myself together,
I want that dance with you, since forever,
So let's walk towards each other,
Ain't no other way to avoid it.

Slow dance,
I want to, have it with you,
C'mon baby please dance with me yo,
Don't deny it, tonight it,
Gonna be the best of your life.
I'm gonna take you to downtown,
To my place where we sit in my lawn,
I want you so badly right now,
Slow, slow, slow, slow dance,
Slow dance. Slow dance.

You're more than sexy,
More than dazzling,
You're a fairy,
If I'm being honest,

You take me to the places,
Where I'm gonna embrace ya,

I can sit here and buy you another round,
If you wish to dance with me on the club's sound,
I can screw around wishing for you,
Or maybe tonight I can dance with ya.

Slow dance,
I want to, have it with you,
C'mon baby please dance with me yo,
Don't deny it, tonight it,
Gonna be the best of your life.
I'm gonna take you to downtown,
To my place where we sit in my lawn,
I want you so badly right now,
Slow, slow, slow, slow dance,
Slow dance. Slow dance.

If I don't say what's on my mind,
I'd regret it for the rest of my life,
So rather than sipping on my beer,
I'd rather be alone with you.

If I don't say what's on my mind,
I'd regret it for the rest of my life,
So rather than sipping on my beer,
I'd rather be alone with you.

Slow dance,
I want to, have it with you,
C'mon baby please dance with me yo,
Don't deny it, tonight it,
Gonna be the best of your life.
I'm gonna take you to downtown,
To my place where we sit in my lawn,
I want you so badly right now,
Slow, slow, slow, slow dance,
Slow dance. Slow dance.


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PS: I wrote a song after like ages! Hope y'all like it. :)❤️

Ego

"There is a massive difference between ego and self-respect that one must know. A positive sense of self have a good impact, but excess of everything is harmful, this positive sense when exceeds then makes a person self-centered and egotistical."

Mullah nazaruddin told his guru 'I often get drunk being in bad company. The sad part is that they are all your students who are not practising what you have taught.'
'What did they not practise?' asked the guru. 'You have taught your students the value of sharing. When I brought alcohol, none of them shared with me and I had to drink alone' cried Mullah Nazaruddin.

Ego has it's justifying logic. The logic of the ego is crippling; not freeing. Religion should free us. In the name of religion people are crippled. The true quality of religion is to free oneself.
Once we are egoless, the joy opens up spontaneously. 'Egolessness' awakens intelligence whereas ego gathers knowledge.



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Bistro!

Kiss me baby let me stick my tongue ,
That French you loved, oh we were so young,
We had walked down those declivities,
The roads that led to big cities,
And now we sit again in this bistro,
Where we met, we had our first intro.
The pianist playing the same old song,
Loving you so much never felt wrong,
We order the same dish, the same food,
In this croud too, In our memories we seclude.
And as we sit I still see a silhouette of a man,
Trying to flirt with the woman at that bar stand,
That's how we began our journey babe,
Me walking to you, and you trying to walk away.
Yet I finally managed to ask you to be together,
Because one look at you and,
I knew this is gonna be forever.



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Passion Within...

Passion deluges her mind and soul,
Her senses asks him to pull her in a clasp,
In such close quarters, their breath palpitate,
His benign hands hold her face,
As her lips lie on his, they bite,
They intertwined their tongues, they play,
With one hand one her back,
He kisses her neck delicately,
She falls in the coax of making love,
As he moves his hand down her panties,
Tingling her as she engulfs with pleasure,
With his fingers right on the spot,
She cums hard on his hand,
He giving her that nasty smirk,
She feeling shy, gets closer to his chest,
Staying embraced all night, they fornicate,
He sweats out his energy, and she throbs,
That grin on her face as she chokes,
With him fighting for his breath,
He holds her hand tight and kisses her again,
They're wrapped in those sheets all night as it rained.
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