Saturday, 20 June 2020

Cleanin' Out My Closet

You said you love me, all's good everything is great,

But be honest to me, you didn't want me in your fate,
Confronting to me you didn't wanted a kid like me,
But when world ask you, there is no flaw in me,
You stand up for others kids more than your own,
Having me has is a disgrace, bitch that I know,
We scream we shout, how she left me behind for you,
But when the world asks, you say he's our kid too,
Now that I know the intentions of the bitch like you,
I'll let the world know, you ain't in my life too,
But you won't let me do that, now would you,
Let the world know back then you couldn't have a kid for dad too,
I'm sorry for you the truth has been hurting a lot,
But not that sorry, because you left me to rot,
Without the world knowing my condition you can fool them,
How would you justify the crimes you did with me back then,
And don't tell I didn't tried to make it up to you,
But you never even wanted a man like me beside you,
So don't worry Momma I'm not dissing you for what you did,
You'll just hear this, you'll realise those words aren't meant for a kid,
You said grandpa was the one to fill my head with this news,
But all I needed to realise this was your action and some booze,
You say you never meant to hit that plate on my head,
But guess what, it wasn't why I didn't do those dishes crackhead,
Should've known your hate before I hit those crucial years,
So that I could cope up, and not waste my time on those tears,
But now I'm done, the bullies, the lies, the hatred,
Gonna show the world now, how you thought I was always wasted,
Tell this world you made me think I was sick how,
Made me look bad and yourself pretentious now,
And I'm sorry mama, I never meant to hurt you,
I never meant to make you cry, but tonight,
I'm cleanin' out my closet.


PS: Inspired by Eminem's Cleanin' Out My Closet.❤️



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The Burnt Desire


The day of reckoning was the beast of it's own. It creeped up on me, the unawares, it arrived on a whim, with high heads, and burnt everything down to ashes. The complains, the remonstrance, all flowed away in the stream of love. Her name, filled the void in my heart. The madness in her name, had it's own elegance and the madness in me, brought me closer to her. I see her from a distance, the charm she still had, I walked towards her, like it was the first time I had seen her. My obsession was at your mercy and it was about to change my destiny. The desires were burning and the wishes buried in my heart were stifling as I scratched the threshold of this madness.

It hurt me and I poured it out. By writing poetry I saw, there were more than a million ways I had seen your beauty. So pure and so soulful. And now that I know where my heart belongs, I can fight the world for it. Your love itself is a reward, nobody wins, nobody loses. And now that the day is here, I can free myself from you, either by the inevitable death, or love. But you, you'll always be caged in my writings for you have fallen in love with a writer my love. So let's go back in time, to the time unknown, where we were free, before we ever stumbled upon this day. Because this is the day, an artisan bloomed into an artist. This is the day when this writer's throbbing life came to a complete stand still. So if my life is destined to ruin, I accept. If this is how it ends, I accept. If you not loving me back is a rude awakening, I accept. Because my love, is a strange beast. Whip it, starve it, push it deep down in my insides, but you can't pull it out of me.



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Thursday, 18 June 2020

Old Fashioned

I am old fashioned,

Wanna see the compassion,
Of you, of your body loving mine,
Of you, of your heart,
Beating with mine.
My body dances on the,
Beat of your heart,
Not at all gloomy, but gay,
Oh my sweetheart,
Are our together days.
That’s just the way I like it,
In the old fashioned way.